Mother's Day

Tomorrow is Mother's Day. Truth be told, I'm not so excited. First, Hubs will be playing 2 hour brunch and dinner cruises all day. My mom is in New Orleans.

Mostly, right now my heart just feels a little heavy. I am so insanely blessed beyond measure. I still have the 2 grandmothers I was raised knowing, my mom, a mother-in-law, my sister, who is an awesome mom (and often a stand in mom for me). However, there are many who have a mixed bag of emotions associated with the day, and my heart is heavy for them. My mom lost her mom before I was born. I have friends who have recently lost their mothers, or who have recently lost the ability to become mothers again, and friends awaiting adoption placement.

And then there is this day that shines a spotlight on it all. I can't imagine the hurt that it could forth. I can't help, but just cuddle my James and think about how blessed I am.

I'm sure there will be a day that I will love the thumbprint painted flowers and breakfast in bed, the sweet cards, and the unnecessary gifts, maybe even tomorrow I will feel a tad different. But tonight, for this hour, my heart is with those that ache for their mom, or to be a mom. You are all beautiful women and I am blessed to have you in my life.